{"id":39416,"date":"2022-09-26T05:00:05","date_gmt":"2022-09-26T04:00:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/?p=39416"},"modified":"2024-12-13T10:29:35","modified_gmt":"2024-12-13T09:29:35","slug":"body-of-dream","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/body-of-dream.html","title":{"rendered":"Rebirth"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-53831\" src=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/xs-092022-2021-nf-skies-1900x1140-1.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1900\" height=\"1140\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span class=\"chapo\">Am I at the dawn of what Christians call the apotheosis or body of glory? But no! I must first be dead. After a painful, deadly moult, I discover the glory of the body. I\u2019m not talking about my old physical body. I\u2019m talking about the body as a power. This power is shared by all those who have a body. There are many.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center\">Dream body<\/h4>\n<p>I would rather say that I live permanently in my body of <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/heart-sorcerer.html\">sorcerer<\/a>, or <em>body of dream<\/em>. Do not giggle. Nothing sexy in mine, be sure. My physical body is breathless. Sewn with wrinkles and scars left by life, it is bandaged, twisted, ruined. As soon as I see myself in a mirror, lol. Stop pounding, the body you see is not the real one. The true body, as I discover, I have been living in it for twenty days. It is not given to birth, but to rebirth.<\/p>\n<p>For lack of a better name, I call it dream body, because it is the body of my <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/astral-travel-users-manual.html\">astral journeys<\/a>. I could say the etheric body, but this suitcase word has too many divergent meanings according to the authors. So I stick to dream body, which refers to <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/the-rule-and-the-nagual.html\">nagualism<\/a> and <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/initiation-sorcery-yaqui-nagual-jung-synchronicity-tarahumara-carlos-castaneda.html\">Carlos Castaneda<\/a>.<\/p>\n<blockquote class=\"perfect-quotes\"><p>You just have to wonder how to use correctly the power you have.<\/p><footer class=\"blockquote-footer\">Carlos Castaneda<\/footer><\/blockquote>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center\">\nFish bowl or decor?<\/h4>\n<p>Let\u2019s be clear. I didn\u2019t get through <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/walls-glass-jar.html\">the walls of the Jar<\/a>, but I\u2019m tearing up the backdrop. I feel the boards under my bare feet. The scene is still black, the room is lit, but empty. My nails have the power to split the illusion. When we take it off, there\u2019s not much left.<\/p>\n<p>The <em>Theatre of Comic Illusion<\/em> has lifted its curtains. It has eighteen, which rise one after the other in eighteen different ways while the lighting of the room diminishes in measure. When the last curtain disappears, the darkness is total, on stage as in theatres.<\/p>\n<p>That\u2019s it. The stage lights up on the right. The centre and the left remain in the dark.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center\"><em>Chablied<\/em><\/h4>\n<p>Fabulous feeling, so exhilarating feeling, champagne of the mind, I sparkle, I bubble and I bring with me the intoxication. The light grey that makes it pretty. &#8220;The young lady is a little <em>chablied<\/em>,&#8221; say the British with this elegance they keep through the worst debacles. Chablied meaning tipsy comes from Chablis, the most elegant of French white wines. The drunkenness it gives turns the lady into a princess.<\/p>\n<p>Now I am chablied. Squiffy. With no grog or drug, I&#8217;m sparkling. Shining. Euphorizing. I&#8217;m laughing. Precision: I did not stall from reality, the intoxication is too light. But the power it gives is really great.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center\">\nBand together<\/h4>\n<p>I water, I diffuse, I radiate. <em>&#8220;Each one has his share and everyone has it all&#8221;<\/em> <em>(<a href=\"https:\/\/www.poetica.fr\/poeme-7185\/victor-hugo-ce-siecle-avait-deux-ans\/\">Victor Hugo<\/a>)<\/em>. That\u2019s it. No more broken pieces, but a coherent whole. No more tugs to port or starboard, I keep my course effortlessly, without thinking about it. With an empty head, as I have been for years, I now have the <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/will-tentacles-subtle-neurons-gi-harness-will.html\">intelligence of the body<\/a> that guides my actions and modulates my reactions.<\/p>\n<p>Trivialize. Thank the living. Bow before the greatness that infinitely exceeds my small self. To recognize the power of <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/will-and-intention.html\">Intention<\/a>, of which part is given to me. To know constantly that this power is not mine. I use it. I eat it up. It delights me. Intent without which we would be nothing.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone wp-image-53837 size-full\" title=\"Superman surveille L'apoth\u00e9ose d'Hercule, Ch\u00e2teau de Versailles - skies22\" src=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/apotheose-corps-de-reve-superman-skies22-1900x1140-1.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1900\" height=\"1140\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center\">Gifts of life<\/h4>\n<p>Gifts come to us in the rhythm of trials. The path of awakening is paved with broken glass, paved with sharp blades. It ascends through the seven ramps which are the <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/the-awakening-and-next.html\">seven degrees of awakening<\/a>. She ascends, harassing, laborious, hard. And you ride with her, sore bum <em>thirsty for azure<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><em>You crawl more than you walk<\/em><br \/>\n<em>One ball in each ankle<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Naked in horrible rags<\/em><br \/>\n<em>You\u2019re working towards <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/solar-arch.html\">the Great Arch<\/a><\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><em>Ascension has long hurt you<\/em><br \/>\n<em>You\u2019re no better at summits<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Cut off from your life now<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Out of the animal kingdom<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><em>The Arch is but a bygone creed<\/em><br \/>\n<em>True or not, who cares?<\/em><br \/>\n<em>You\u2019re the goal, you\u2019re the door<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Who will open in time<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><em>Patience and guts to come<\/em><br \/>\n<em>For now, be on your guard<\/em><br \/>\n<em>The Blind Source looks at you<br \/>\nKeeps a blind eye on what you do<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><em>Poor sad boy figure<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Pulling up your pants<\/em><br \/>\n<em>You\u2019re all over the place<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Incident of ill omen<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><em>Too bad we fucked off a good start<\/em><br \/>\n<em>But you clown you gesticulate<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Puffy with ridiculous pride<\/em><br \/>\n<em>You ruined your role and exit<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center\">\nVertigo<\/h4>\n<p>There is a chasm between two summits. Any mountain needs valleys. Hurtle. Reaching the bottom, you drown. What do you miss? She. The woman finally complete, unified, happy. But the greatest magician can do nothing against the will of others. These are the limits of magic. You can only help those who help themselves first. Those who ask. The fed up gal, so fed up that the moment comes when <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/initiation-tarology-little-mysteries-isis-rebirth-former-lives-catharsis-tarot-arcana-thirteen.html\">she\u2019s fed up with being fed up<\/a>. When her star morale turns to wild, when she\u2019s all black from bra to briefs, &#8216;<em>Got to get out of the way&#8217;<\/em> embroidered on her banner.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019ve always been prone to vertigo. Not always. For nearly forty years, following the accident of my eldest son, I have carried this wound as a curse, a punishment I inflict on myself. With this new me, I thought I\u2019d get rid of it. No fucking way! Vertigo is intact. Weary, paralyzing. The wound has opened and the altitude heightens the pain. Of course. Do I have to return to the world of the living for a while?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center\">Snacks<\/h4>\n<p>Demons aggressively assail the elect who ascend to the Kingdom. I learned this once in catechism. My recent status has nothing to do with it, but the analogy is true. The higher you go, the harder you get.<\/p>\n<p>I climb to the light, my glow is brighter, my flavor attracts astral flies and vampires follow them. Morfales come to the table. I get eaten alive and I\u2019m surprised to freak out! I am devoured from the inside by agile leprosy, terrifying filth in power and vivacity.<\/p>\n<p>There is always stronger than myself. I should have remembered. Lack of humility, I jubileed too strong. And the crazy crank struck me back. Joy of the day. I have lost the path of the sweet land of love.<\/p>\n<p>Before the station, one gets out of the train-train. Who too embraces badly. I am contrite, constrained, deconstructed.<\/p>\n<p>Coda: to the chorus.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-53056\" src=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/crane-couronne-soleil-couchant-skies22-1200x720-1.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1200\" height=\"720\" \/><\/p>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center\">\nImpersonal<\/h4>\n<p>If you want to believe in a god, don\u2019t give him any appearance. Don\u2019t make him a human, overpowering but similar. God does not dress in the morning. He does not sleep in a bed or anywhere else. He has no more beard than hair on his ass. Those who have them are mortal. You still want to worship the eternal? He doesn\u2019t care. He doesn\u2019t give a damn. Don\u2019t expect any thanks. He doesn\u2019t care about anything since he&#8217;s not.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/european-mythology-ancient-gods-elohim-androgynes-astronauts.html\">The former gods<\/a> have served as models for the gods of religions. They are not the source. They made us in a genetic lab. They are alive, therefore mortal. If there is an origin to all this, it is impersonal. For convenience, it is called <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/the-source-and-the-gods.html\">the Source<\/a>. There is no need to pray to it or to attract its attention: the Source is blind and deaf. Its two deputies do all the work, <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/the-energy-of-love.html\">Energy<\/a> and <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/will-and-intention.html\">Intent<\/a>.<\/p>\n\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center\">\nPresence<\/h4>\n<p>Detachment. Distant gaze lost in the mist. Dirt road drowned in the sea sand. This strength that is mine is also my weakness. I become bonder, affectionate with strangers. I am dry and inhospitable for others. No more this impression of being driven by a thousand impulses sometimes contradictory.<\/p>\n<p>There are no more crowds in me, I no longer take any inner distance to watch myself act or speak in a strange way &#8212; foreign to my personality. My behavior is in perfect harmony with what I have become. He looks more like me than a brother, but he is not me. Not the usual me I\u2019ve been carrying around all my life since I was a kid.<\/p>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center\">\nIsolated<\/h4>\n<p>It is my childhood that I find again. This incredible power that I show to heal is exactly what I had until I was 15. Magical and indifferent. Miracles never turned my head. The kids I cured of their problems always found it normal. I didn\u2019t take any pride in it, so I wasn\u2019t jealous. Healing is a harmless act. We all knew how to do it at the dawn of <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/greek-mythology-hesiode-nemesis-hubris-five-mankinds.html\">this humanity<\/a>. Will it be so for <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/cominghuman-formergods-terraform-newadam-genetics-bionics.html\">the next<\/a>?<\/p>\n<p>My strength is my weakness because it isolates me. If children are not surprised by miracles, adults are afraid of them. They probably think that healing comes from the devil. So I stayed in the shadows. Far from the number. I am no longer in this world where unhappiness abounds. Where the error is deep. Where the revolt rumbles.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-53835\" src=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/xs-corps-reve-chute-skies-1900x1140-1.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1900\" height=\"1140\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<!-- AddThis Advanced Settings generic via filter on the_content --><!-- AddThis Share Buttons generic via filter on the_content -->","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>After a painful, deadly moult, I discover the glory of the body. 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