{"id":48480,"date":"2024-02-24T05:00:13","date_gmt":"2024-02-24T04:00:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/?p=48480"},"modified":"2024-04-15T05:51:07","modified_gmt":"2024-04-15T04:51:07","slug":"public-confession","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/public-confession.html","title":{"rendered":"Public Confession"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-64500\" src=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/conferssion-publique-iks24-1000x600-1.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"1000\" height=\"600\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span class=\"chapo\">In no way do I want to <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/humility-shield.html\">think of myself as something I am not<\/a>. I know <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/separate-reality.html\">this place<\/a>, I\u2019ve been there before. <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/astral-choice.html\">I\u2019ve lived in this space<\/a> many times. I lived on these hills, near the Great Water. I still stay among things. And I lay there. If I go down, it is to aspire <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/humility-shield.html\">all the humility that I lack<\/a> in the race towards the <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/gratitude-to-the-immense.html\">Immense Being<\/a>.<\/span><\/p>\n<blockquote class=\"perfect-quotes\"><p>The average man seeks certainty in the eyes of a spectator and calls it self-confidence. The warrior seeks to be impeccable in his own eyes and calls it humility.<\/p><footer class=\"blockquote-footer\">Carlos Castaneda<\/footer><\/blockquote>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/infinity-limits.html\">Thirsting for infinity I am<\/a>, <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/philosophy-existentialism-will-to-power-ubermensch-human-all-too-human-zarathoustra-beyond-good-and.html\">prophet I am not<\/a>. <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/seven-times-alive.html\">Intensely alive I am<\/a>, <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/immortal-phoenix.html\">immortal I am not<\/a>. Little human I am, <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/happy-archon.html\">animal I am not<\/a>. Welcoming I am, obsequious I am not. <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/gratitude-to-the-immense.html\">Grateful I am<\/a>, <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/no-invokation.html\">worshipper I am not<\/a>. <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/awakening-path.html\">Twice born I am<\/a>, important I am not. <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/why-eden-saga.html\">Discoverer I am<\/a>, revelator I am not.<\/p>\n<p>Brazen I am, insolent I am not. Liar I am, <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/forgery-and-use-of-forgery.html\">hypocrite I am not<\/a>. Delighted I am, <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/eden-dragons.html\">delightful I hope not<\/a>. <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/how-lucky-i-am.html\">Loved I am<\/a>, worshipped I am not. Support I am, <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/initiation-awakening-danger-guru-hope-invalidation-control.html\">guru I am not<\/a>. Sanctified I am, sanctifying I am not. <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/author.html\">Xavier I am<\/a>, <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/gm.html\">saviour I am not<\/a>. Insignificant I am, significant I am not. <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/will-tentacles-subtle-neurons-gi-harness-will.html\">Belly full I am<\/a>, pitiful I am not.<\/p>\n<blockquote class=\"perfect-quotes\"><p>Dying is nothing. What kills is getting old.<\/p><footer class=\"blockquote-footer\">Lao Surlam<\/footer><\/blockquote>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">\n<strong>The world without me will continue,<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>I want to do the same without the world.<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>I am still in the world,<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>but I\u2019m not around anymore.<\/strong><\/p>\n<blockquote class=\"perfect-quotes\"><p>&#8220;If you don&#8217;t die while you are alive, you will die while dying&#8221;<\/p><footer class=\"blockquote-footer\">Motto of the Teutonic Knights<\/footer><\/blockquote>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Moron I am, silly I am not. <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/humility-shield.html\">Humble I try<\/a>, modest I am not. <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/unconditional-love.html\">In love I am<\/a>, sun of the heart I want to be. <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/healer-and-the-hire-cat.html\">Useful I am<\/a>, useless I cannot. Worm I am, <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/age-or-not.html\">worn I hope not<\/a>. Light I am, superficial I am not. Enthusiastic I am, exasperating also sometimes.<\/p>\n<p>Meticulous I am, patient I am not. Strange I am, cuckoo I am not. Crazy I am, and even silly often. <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/erquy-reki.html\">Energizing I am<\/a>, overwhelming I am not. Overflowing I am, invading I could be. Post I am, <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/way-to-you.html\">lost I am not<\/a>. Cuckold I&#8217;ve been, defeated too; I survived.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/sufi-love-song.html\">Singer I am<\/a>, <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/enchanter.html\">disenchanter I can not<\/a>. Joker I am, demolisher I am not. Positive I am, positivist I am not. <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/philosophy-freewill-freedom.html\">Ethics I am<\/a>, informatics I am not. <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/help-me.html\">Compassionate I am<\/a>, passionate I can be. <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/engram.html\">Eraser I am<\/a>, erased I am not.<\/p>\n<p>Lit I am, igniter I am not. Seducer I am, flirter I am not. Pretty heart I am, talker I am not. <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/back-to-the-dreams-palace.html\">Dreamer I am<\/a>, hallucinated I am not. Carefree I am, irresponsible I am not. Anxious I am, vicious I am not. <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/initiation-buddha-belief-castaneda-controlled-madness-believe-it-and-not.html\">Believing I am, unbeliever I am too<\/a>.<\/p>\n<blockquote class=\"perfect-quotes\"><p>To doubt everything or to believe all, are two equally convenient solutions, that both prevent from thinking.<\/p><footer class=\"blockquote-footer\">Henri Poincar\u00e9<\/footer><\/blockquote>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/inner-child.html\" class=\"broken_link\">Shit I am<\/a>, fucking shit I am not. <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/initiation-castaneda-four-ennemies-of-lightwarrior.html\">Fearful I happen<\/a>, paralyzed I am not. Brave I am, reckless I am not. Irrational I am, inconsequential I am not. Twisted I am, twisted I am not. Lizard I am, snake I am not. Confused I am, ashamed I could be.<\/p>\n<p>Simple I am, simplistic I am not. Natural I am, denatured I am not. Healing I am, healer I am not. Healthy I am, holy I am not. Devil I am, demon I am not. Moved I am, tearful it happens to me too.<\/p>\n<p>Kick ass I am, bad ass I could be. Composed I am, decomposed I am not. Cuddle I am, muddle I am not. Lucid I am, acid I am not. Addictive I am, addict I am not. Modest girl I am, public girl I am not. Shameless I am, exhibit I am not.<\/p>\n<p>Exiled I am, annihilated I am not. Crazy I am, retarded I am not. Passing I am, overtaking I am not. Warm I am, hot I am no longer. High I am, deep I am not. Cheeky I am, relaxed I am not.\u00a0 Amazed I am, faded I am not.<\/p>\n<p>Debited I am, disappointed I am not. Empowered I am, debility I am not. Relaxed I am, expected I am not. Unexpected I am, misunderstanding I am not. Thirsty I am, thirsty I am not. Amateur I am, mate I am not. Received I am, Jesus I am not. Old I am, senile I am not. Dressed I am, old I am not. Thug I could, voyeur I could not. Awake I am, awake I am too. Liberated I am, obeyed I am not. Interior I am, superior I am not. Laughing I am, mocking I am not. Decoder I am, encoder I am not. Spirit I am, Holy Spirit I am not.<\/p>\n<blockquote class=\"perfect-quotes\"><p>O Holy Spirit, give us your light, give us your light to enlighten us all.<\/p><footer class=\"blockquote-footer\">Catholic Canticle<\/footer><\/blockquote>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-64501\" src=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/saint-esprit-colombe-espace-1900x1140-1.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"1900\" height=\"1140\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><span style=\"color: #666699\"><strong>By no means, thank you.<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><span style=\"color: #ff00ff\">No way really.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><span style=\"color: #cc99ff\">Please don&#8217;t insist.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<!-- AddThis Advanced Settings generic via filter on the_content --><!-- AddThis Share Buttons generic via filter on the_content -->","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In no way do I want to think of myself as something I am not. 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