{"id":52052,"date":"2024-08-30T05:00:44","date_gmt":"2024-08-30T04:00:44","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/?p=52052"},"modified":"2025-12-08T19:37:44","modified_gmt":"2025-12-08T18:37:44","slug":"causeless-sorrow","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/causeless-sorrow.html","title":{"rendered":"Causeless Sorrow"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-68954\" src=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/enfant-triste-ciel-etoiles-iks24-1200x720-1.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1200\" height=\"720\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span class=\"chapo\">The uncaused sadness comes when the warrior has ruled over everything. When he has said goodbye to the illusion where humans sleep. Goodbye to these millions of people <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/volontary-servitude.html\">bewitched by habit<\/a>, lulled by nonsense, turned into zombies. Farewell virtual world, farewell junk life, matter is nothing, the almighty spirit hovers on inaccessible heights where the warrior will now live. His absolute solitude is his last drag.<\/span><\/p>\n<blockquote class=\"perfect-quotes\"><p>What we have called matter is energy, whose vibration has been so lowered as to be perceptible to the senses. There is no matter.<\/p><footer class=\"blockquote-footer\">Albert Einstein<\/footer><\/blockquote>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center\">\nEnchanter or sorcerer?<\/h4>\n<p>This article is not in line with the <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/nagual-door.html\">nagualism<\/a>, so it does not appear in the chapter <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/initiation-sorcery-yaqui-nagual-jung-synchronicity-tarahumara-carlos-castaneda.html\"><em>Castaneda<\/em><\/a> but in a more personal chapter, <em>Wizard Diary<\/em>. (<a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/table-of-contents\">see contents<\/a>)<\/p>\n<p>In France, the word <em>sorcier<\/em> has a negative connotation that I want to modulate. I am no spell-thrower, I removes spells. My true title is enchanting. I belong to the <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/initiation-tuatha-de-danaan-holy-building-the-wolf-clan-and-other-clans.html\">Wolf Clan<\/a>, Clan du Loup as the great Merlin. The daughters of the Loup are called fairies or enchanteresses. Used shamelessly in the past, these old titles are outdated. Now they are called <em>sorcerer<\/em>, <em>witch<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>Very unpleasant. The Spanish has the term <em>brujo<\/em>, less negative. English has <em>wizard<\/em>, more positive than <em>sorcerer<\/em>. But the country of <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/philosophy-uncertain-datation-western-crisis-excess-of-rationalism-rene-descartes.html\">Descartes<\/a> believes only in lying science. Yesterday healers, cures, witches, enchantresses and everything that comes close were burn altogether were burned at the stake. If there is no more stake, I still lost two houses in the flames. I got out at the right time.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center\">Fireproof<\/h4>\n<p>I invite you to an <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/initiation-mystic-powers-madness-threshold-keeper-4-warrior-ennemies-the-inner-voyage.html\">inner journey<\/a>. Begun in childhood, this long-term journey is not finished seventy years later. If for some life is a merry-go-round, mine was a whirlwind. No surprise. I was born under a wandering star and I keep refusing to grow up until now. If the inner child hasn\u2019t wrinkled, my old face can\u2019t show the same. <em>Dying is nothing, it\u2019s getting old that kills us.<\/em> The little boy jumps as soon as he passes a mirror.<\/p>\n<p>Only then the kid is aware of a painful evidence. The internal time has blocked its needle on age 10. But the external time worked on my body. A pity. This is one of the reasons that makes me prefer the astral to the ordinary, too ordinary world. I can&#8217;t stand the virtual illusion of a world gangrened by matter and soiled by money. Let me enjoy the luminous fairy-tale from beyond. Where the children play, <em>I have built a dwelling that fire does not reach<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-68953\" src=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/danseuse-etoiles-ciel-bleu-iks24-1900x1140-1.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1900\" height=\"1140\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center\">The fire from within<\/h4>\n<p>Except for <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/fire-from-within.html\">the inner fire<\/a> that consumes and consumes me, in which I dance and debate, with which I dream and laugh to bursting, which never goes out but does not burn. He still distills an emotion that stings the eyes. The warrior\u2019s uncaused sadness throws me a black cockroach that fades on a farce. My mood is changing in good Gemini who cannot get old.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-69227 alignright\" src=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/CarlSandburg-iks24-1140x1900-1.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1140\" height=\"1900\" \/>This sadness, <a href=\"https:\/\/www.poetryfoundation.org\/poets\/carl-sandburg\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Carl Sandburg<\/a> has made his ally. It is for her that he wrote Rootabaga Stories, which I had the great pleasure of translating when I was a student. Can we still find the French book? I doubt it. It disappears the catalogue of Fernand Nathan. In these poetic tales for children of all ages, a chapter is entitled:<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><span style=\"color: #3366ff\"><em><strong>Only the fireborn understand blue<\/strong><\/em>.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Only the one who has burned all the useless can understand where his great sadness comes from, this blues that points its nose at the bottom of his heart without shouting, this cockroach that only laughs dissipates.<\/p>\n<p>To be honest, the warrior\u2019s sadness is not without cause. When we have cut off our connections with the world, where we are bored, when we have been around and come back tired of it, when we understand that here on earth nothing changes, that fashions go by and do the same dishes, that tyrants succeed tyrants, That depth only applies to nonsense, we flew without regret towards a better world.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center\">\nThe cause of my sadness<\/h4>\n<p>The green paradise of childish love dear to Baudelaire. Eternal refuge of the homeless. By solitude, I took my flight beyond the highest peaks. I approached the oceans from above, the infinity without island and without shore. Who is waiting for me? Nobody. Who is there to receive me? No soul. Whom do I meet? What saint should I be? e take refuge? In which bed should I bury myself? Under which pillow to hide the head? Against which lukewarm body to snuggle and dream?<\/p>\n<p>Facing the infinite, facing the unknown, lost on the borders of the unknowable, one must constantly stoke his inner fire not to freeze in place. I have long relied on two oaks, two faithful friends of childhood, adolescence, middle age and&#8230; And that\u2019s it. They both left me on the threshold of old age, they will not have experienced the decline that awaits me and so much better.<\/p>\n<blockquote class=\"perfect-quotes\"><p>Dying is nothing. What kills is getting old.<\/p><footer class=\"blockquote-footer\">Lao Surlam<\/footer><\/blockquote>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I am happy for them.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center\">High solitude<\/h4>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">(2019)<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">On the trails of <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/search-in-you.html\">high solitude<\/a><br \/>\nOn the paths alongside the infinite<br \/>\nOn the slopes of great uncertainty<br \/>\nDon\u2019t you know that the storm is over?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">You have not lacked hunger or food<br \/>\nYou won or lost nothing at all<br \/>\nYou chose neither <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/initiation-buddha-belief-castaneda-controlled-madness-believe-it-and-not.html\">faith nor inconstancy<\/a><br \/>\nOn your journey far from everywhere<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">Handsome knight of <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/ancient-myths-are-history-before-history-claude-levi-strauss-mircea-eliade-mythology.html\">tales and legends<\/a><br \/>\nValiant fighter faithful companion<br \/>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/atlantis-ys-nazado-halieis-tartessos-dorestad-vineta-scilly-dunwich-engulfed-cities.html\">From the bottom of the sea<\/a> to the <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/neolithic-andes-peru-bolivia-machu-picchu-cusco-tihuanaco-ollantaytambo-mountaintop-cities.html\">peaks of the Andes<\/a><br \/>\nWhile we both lose we win<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">On the future swear to remain worthy<br \/>\nOf donations gotten and lessons given<br \/>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/cominghuman-formergods-terraform-newadam-genetics-bionics.html\">Future time<\/a> is read between the lines<br \/>\nWe will be prophets and damned<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">Who keeps us from breaking the shackles<br \/>\nTo overthrow the throne of tyrants?<br \/>\nWho keeps us from behaving bravely<br \/>\nCaressing a sexy face?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">We were naked companions in misery<br \/>\nWe had nothing but dawn at our knees<br \/>\nWarriors from the ends of the earth<br \/>\nWe have it all\u00a0 :\u00a0 <em>Heaven is with us<br \/>\n<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/high-solitude.html\">Read more<\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-68956\" src=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/danseuses-ballet-ciel-noir-iks24-1900x1140-1.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1900\" height=\"1140\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center\">Three minus two<\/h4>\n<p>With them, we were the infernal trio. Our pranks delighted the merry band of Rochefort on Mayenne. The Lakota Sioux\u2019s fashionable sweat lodges, songs of power, healings, hours of patience reproducing the magical arcana of ancient Tarots, meals at thirty or forty crazy in the great hall of the mill perched on the river, and magical trips! Broc\u00e9liande, the Rock to the Fairies of Ess\u00e9, Notre Dame de Chartres, V\u00e9zelay, Saint Pierre de Montmartre, Avebury, Carnac and many others, so many magnificent places to be able to vibrate, move and hover.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-69303 size-full\" title=\"Elle est une Jedi --  She is a Jedi too --- iks24\" src=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/starwars-jediette-iks24-1140x1900-1.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1140\" height=\"1900\" \/>The art of hunting, we have often practiced it, they and I, <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/benefactor.html\">Jean-Claude<\/a>, <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/friend-devic.html\">Jean-Claude<\/a> and <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/author.html\">Xavier<\/a>. Now alone I long for their quiet strength, their contagious madness, the height to which our flights took us. Not a day goes by without their memory gripping me. They are also part of the sadness with multiple causes.<\/p>\n<p>We were three thieves in fair, three Bateleurs on the way to the Star. Death took my beautiful and my funny, each turn. And here I am alone at the top of the tower, an orphan of love, a heart to be taken, afraid to hang high and short, lonely as ever, happy as no one, abandoned by all including his mother, may she rest in joy, my dear Loulou, her jokes and her formulas, my favorite witch.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center\">\n&#8220;If I had know&#8221; &#8230;<\/h4>\n<p>To age alone, you age for two. Too many shortages, missing, forgotten, lost lost in this world or others, what to do? What to do? &#8220;<em>If I&#8217;d know, I would not came. If I\u2019d know it was so, I wouldn\u2019t came&#8221;,<\/em> rumbled <a href=\"#\">Ti Gibus<\/a><span class=\"note\">in the movie<em> La guerre des boutons<\/em><\/span> into a spot of my expandable memory.<\/p>\n<p>The uncaused sadness is not nostalgia, nor fear of dying, nor self-pity, nor adolescence blues, nor child terror, all at the same time. The impeccable warrior is no longer a toy of emotions. But they still exist, more vivid than ever.<\/p>\n<p>Everything is powerful in the heart of the seer. Strength is within you, Jedi warrior. Strength of character, quiet strength, silent force, living force. Youth will have to happen. Growing up is nothing, getting old kills me.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-62123\" src=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/corps-humain-squelettes-sk23-1400x840-1.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1400\" height=\"840\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center\">Immortal<\/h4>\n<p>People die of old age although the age of our DNA in our cells does not exist. Where does old age come from if it is not programmed by DNA? Cells in our bodies are constantly renewing themselves, even in the elderly. They are not more fragile with age. So why grow old? There are many errors in cell reproduction, but there is always a biological-emotional reason for our death. <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/all-old.html\">You grow old because you feel old<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>It is not so easy for a person to die, that the heart and lungs stop working. You really have to get tired of living to die. People do not die of old age or disease, they die of their emotional conflicts that age and kill them.<\/p>\n<blockquote class=\"perfect-quotes\"><p>We either make ourselves miserable, or we make ourselves strong. The amount of work is the same.<\/p><footer class=\"blockquote-footer\">Carlos Castaneda<\/footer><\/blockquote>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>For our DNA, there is no age, it is the limits we create over the years that kill our body. We die by imitation, because we made that program.<br \/>\nAging comes from negative thoughts and very low vibratory rate that prevails in <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/hindu-mythology-alain-danielou-four-yuga-four-races.html\">kali yuga<\/a>. To get through? <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/your-awakening-in-you.html\">Wake up<\/a>, become eternal, that\u2019s the best.<br \/>\nIf we do not have the limiting belief that it is normal to age, then we do not age, or almost not&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/age-or-not.html\">Read more<\/a><\/p>\n<blockquote class=\"perfect-quotes\"><p>He slowly dies who does not travel, who does not read, who does not listen to music, who does not know how to laugh at himself.<\/p><footer class=\"blockquote-footer\">Pablo Neruda<\/footer><\/blockquote>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center\">Clan? Which clan?<\/h4>\n<p>Nagual warriors live in a clan. Castaneda tried twice to make one, Flornoy too, four failures. When it came to me, I didn\u2019t try. I knew I was a three-pronged nagual, like Carlito, like Jef Big Salt. These naguals are not content with a clan. They open the door wide to people. Free entry. Passing masters, we offer a passage to the unspeakable. The unsuspecting eats at our table. Intruders have come and left.<\/p>\n<p>This path is uphill, sandy, difficult. Does not follow who wants it. It takes great ardor. Resolution. Perseverance. Courage beyond the centuries and mountains. If you believe in castles in Spain, forget me. I am not there.<\/p>\n<p>Even the Wolf Clan, who was so important to Flornoy, I don\u2019t want it. I played with it, I took the skin of the Wolf, I dressed up. I was sober. This world is too worn out, the Wolves are too cunning, the disillusioned people have nothing to abuse me. And laughter has been thrown.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone wp-image-44883 size-full\" title=\"A gauche, mon benefactor et ami Jean-Claude Flornoy. A droite, je tiens le pinceau pr\u00eat \u00e0 la rel\u00e8ve. La photo a \u00e9t\u00e9 prise par Jean-Claude Devictor, mon tr\u00e8s cher ami et alter ego. \" src=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/benefactor-flornoy-xs-tarot-1700x1020.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1700\" height=\"1020\" \/><\/p>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center\">\nOther-Worldly<\/h4>\n<p>The layers of the underworld are the primary cause of this unfathomable and tenacious sadness. We sleep in it, dream about it, live in it at night. Warriors of the infinite, we travel without luggage, without return, armed with the only courage necessary to the threshold of the voracious unknown. The coming death is not the cause of this vice that crushes my heart. What awaits me on the other side, I have been there often. It\u2019s the void and the wind. Total oblivion from before. This world is false, I\u2019m sure of it now, and yet I loved it so much.<\/p>\n<p>I still have so much attachment, it still has such an attraction for me that I have already left it.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center\">Snacks<\/h4>\n<p>Demons aggressively assail the elect who ascend to the Kingdom. I learned this once in catechism. My recent status has nothing to do with it, but the analogy is true. The higher you go, the harder you get.<\/p>\n<p>I climb to the light, my glow is brighter, my flavor attracts astral flies and vampires follow them. Morfales come to the table. I get eaten alive and I\u2019m surprised to freak out! I am devoured from the inside by agile leprosy, terrifying filth in power and vivacity.<\/p>\n<p>There is always stronger than myself. I should have remembered. Lack of humility, I jubileed too strong. And the crazy crank struck me back. Joy of the day. I have lost the path of the sweet land of love.<\/p>\n<blockquote class=\"perfect-quotes\"><p>Gift does not dispense with effort, talent does not dispense with work, genius does not dispense with humility.<\/p><footer class=\"blockquote-footer\">Lao Surlam<\/footer><\/blockquote>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Before the station, one gets out of the train-train. Who too embraces badly. I am contrite, constrained, deconstructed.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/body-of-dream.html\">Coda: to the chorus.<\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-68959\" src=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/brel-iks24-1000x600-1.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1000\" height=\"600\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><span class=\"chapo\">Dialogue from beyond the grave<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><em>I\u2019m alone on my way<\/em><br \/>\n<em>It\u2019s late and I bet<\/em><br \/>\n<em>\u00a0if I lay down the railway<\/em><br \/>\n<em>This train will help me to forget.<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><em>We don&#8217;t forget a bit<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Even a single thing<\/em><br \/>\n<em>We don&#8217;t forget nothing<\/em><br \/>\n<em>You just get used to it.<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><em>Forgetting? What&#8217;s the role<\/em><br \/>\n<em>When you&#8217;re loosing notion<\/em><br \/>\n<em>In the edgeless ocean<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Drawn by a big black hole<\/em>?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><a href=\"#\">(source)<\/a><span class=\"note\">Xavier S\u00e9guin 1964 &amp; 2024 + Jacques Brel 1961<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center\">My first body outing<\/h4>\n<p>I was 12 years old in my parents&#8217; garden when <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/initiation-nagualism-castaneda-bilocation-teleportation-body-outing.html\">I came out of my body<\/a>. All of a sudden, I saw everything, I knew everything. It did not move me too much. Since it happened to me, since I was fine, why worry? For a moment, eternity has opened. I floated fifteen meters above the ground while my body continued to hoe weeds. His sight made me uncomfortable. I looked elsewhere.<\/p>\n<p>I saw, I heard, I smelled, I vibrated, I felt as if I had my body around me. But he was not there. I understood what I already knew: I am not my body. Digging that fact was my second great chance. I live in it, I share its sufferings and its pleasures, but I am not this body. The proof: I was outside, but I&#8217;m not dead.<\/p>\n<p>Then I went back to my body. I don\u2019t know how, it just happened. And I\u2019m still alive. This is my third big chance. Why? Why me? A fairy once told me that my aura was crystal. This would mean that I was awake from birth. Like indigo and rainbow auras. I would be a return. A Tibetan tulkou. <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/initiation-buddha-belief-castaneda-controlled-madness-believe-it-and-not.html\">I believe it a little, and I don\u2019t believe it at all.<\/a><\/p>\n<p>The collection of great opportunities in my life <a href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/author.html\">has never stopped since then<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-68968\" src=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/sorciere-magicienne-iks24-1900x1140-1.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1900\" height=\"1140\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h2>Warrior Diary<\/h2>\n<ul id=\"item_2888\" class=\"collapse show\" aria-expanded=\"true\">\n<li><a title=\"If one can not get rid of the ego, awakaning is impossible to awaken. Yet awakening exists.\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/the-dragon-of-ego.html\">The Dragon Of Ego<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"There are sufferings that we inflict on ourselves as a punishment and others inflicted to grow.\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/humility-shield.html\">Humility my shield<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"No impeccable warrior would let himself be locked in such a bloody trap\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/inhibition-of-action.html\">Inhibition Of Action<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"You don't need any help, except of yourself. Find you, be a builder of light.\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/help-me.html\">Help Me<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"Facing the truth, the warrior has to consider two different kinds of people\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/what-truth.html\">What Truth?<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"I\u2019ve been protected since I was young. Forever. Suddenly what happens to me?\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/luck-bad-luck.html\">Luck or Bad Luck?<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"As long as you don't know who you are, how do you want to progress?\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/who-are-you.html\">Who Are You ?<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"Our senses don't fool us, but our brain and its damn programs. \" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/open-attentive-lucid.html\">Open, attentive, lucid<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"Imagine you were alone in the world. And you were inventing everything.\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/your-awakening-in-you.html\">Your Awakening In You<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"Try a stimulating training to reach astral state and remember your astral flights.\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/outer-space.html\">Saturate the Mind<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"The search for intensity is the most widespread quest in all human societies\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/the-quest-for-intensity.html\">The Quest For Intensity<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"What keeps you going? What motivates you and helps you live?\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/max-intensity.html\">Maximum Intensity<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"If he is fighting, it is against himself, in the hope of cleaning up his faults.\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/warrior.html\">Warrior<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"Sleeping as a warrior is the surest way to the infinite mystery of the spirit\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/golden-sleep.html\">Golden Sleep<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"How to defuse legitimate rage and revolt\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/revolt-and-conditioning.html\">Revolt And Conditioning<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"The wisdom of nagual has been transmitted from the dawn of time, according to a superhuman teaching.\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/devil-captives.html\">Captives of the Devil<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"Wherever I look, suffering hugs me. This world is suffering, said Buddha.\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/this-path-of-pain.html\">This Path Of Pain<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"Awake Now. It's hard time.\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/now-or-never.html\">Now Or Never<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"Impeccable warrior, you have pursued a single goal all your life. Surpass yourself.\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/last-fight.html\">Warrior&#8217;s Last Fight<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"General feeling: blockages, abortive projects, feeling of helplessness\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/brakes-on.html\">Brakes On<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"We have been instilled in the cult of effort. It is still useful. But not in all cases.\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/useless-efforts.html\">Useless Efforts<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"We have been instilled in the cult of effort. It is still useful. But not in all cases. \" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/useless-efforts-2.html\">Useless efforts<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"From rite to action is measured not progress but decline.\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/the-rite-and-the-act.html\">The Rite And The Act<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"Rudolf Steiner gives us the view of occultism\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/occultism-rudolf-steiner-idries-shah-karma-independence-threshold-guardian-gatekeeper.html\">The Guardian For Steiner<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"A terrible dragon watches at the foot of the tower where the princess moans\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/the-guardian-in-legends.html\">The Inner Guardian<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"Defeat your four enemies, get ready to avoid twelve major traps.\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/the-twelve-traps.html\">The Twelve Traps<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"Useful precepts for any warrior of light\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/if-you-want-you-can.html\">If You Want You Can<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"In a waking world, anarchy is the default management mode\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/warrior-and-politics.html\">Warrior vs Politics<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"Yoga means path, its root is yoke, which constrains, enslaves. This yoga doesn't.\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/eyes-yoga.html\">Eyes Yoga<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"The opening of the third eye is eagerly awaited by some\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/the-signs-of-seeing-2.html\">The Emergence Of Seeing<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"The cosmic vision is the ability to be situated far above the earthly matter\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/cosmic-vision.html\">Cosmic Vision<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"To travel back in time, just trust your memory and your sense of timing\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/time-traveller.html\">Time Traveller<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"You will recognize too in one of these portraits\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/you-too.html\">You Too<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"Are you one of those who shudders at the sight of atrocities? Are you a scary movie fan?\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/scarie-movie-happiness.html\">Scary Movie Happiness<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"A warrior has his place of power, his sacred song, his secret name and his own dance.\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/the-warriors-dance.html\">The Power Dance<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"The gift is not a barter. When you give, don't expect anything in return.\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/the-gift.html\">The Gift<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"Way to enlightenment, source of  the  alpha  wave, it belongs to all traditions\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/initiation-jihad-brain-hemispheres-dancing-girl-test-the-middle-path.html\">The Way Of The Middle<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"Life is what happens to you when you are busy with something else. The rest of the time, you're only half alive.\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/the-irruption-of-the-inexplicable.html\">The Irruption Of The Inexplicable<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"The Third Ear or Clear Hearing describes the subtle powers of hearing\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/the-third-ear.html\">The Third Ear<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"Initiation? It is leaving this world of miseries to choose the other world\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/patience.html\">Patience<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"You are the only certainty in this shifting world. Your only salvation.\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/be-yourself-ever.html\">Always Be You<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"To live as a warrior supposes constraints. Here are some shortcuts ...\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/the-warriors-passport.html\">The Warrior&#8217;s Passport<\/a><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-68957\" src=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/xavier-gp-yeux-iks24-1500x900-1.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"1500\" height=\"900\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h2>The Author<\/h2>\n<ul id=\"item_2176\" class=\"collapse show\" aria-expanded=\"true\">\n<li><a title=\"Two or three things you will know about me\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/author.html\">Xavier By Himself<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"Who are you? How did you get so much relevant information?\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/who-am-i.html\">Who Am I?<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"The trees gave me a green hand, as the company of plants is always a powerful reassurance to me.\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/initiation-childhood-in-paris-troyes-forest-building-cabins-tree-houses.html\">Tree Houses<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"At 7 I had wonderful dreams. Future realities have been revealed to me.\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/awakening-path.html\">Awakening Path<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"Second Run ... After the slaughter of the Great War, same players shoot again ...\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/second-tour.html\">My father<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"I was a cinephile. As any genuine cinema lover, I used to see several fims a week. A day!\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/cinephile.html\">Cinephile<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"He was and will stay my best friend. Here a few words to remember.\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/in-memoriam-devic.html\">In Memoriam Devic<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"Hateful Valentine's Day, punishment for the lonely, double punishment for the single\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/february-14th.html\">February 14th<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"Every february 14th, your birthday, my heart is tightening more than usual.\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/friend-devic.html\">Friend Devic<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"Just ten years ago on May 24, 2011 my old friend and benefactor, the Nagual JCl Flornoy passed away.\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/ten-years-after.html\">Ten Years After<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"I have found more than twenty past lives. Did I really experience them?\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/my-parallel-lives.html\">My Parallel Lives<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"After a painful, deadly moult, I discover the glory of the body. Magical, absolute, great.\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/body-of-dream.html\">Rebirth<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"How lucky I am! I received so many gifts all my life long.\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/how-lucky-i-am.html\">How Lucky I Am!<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"Why do I have these powers ? Why do they grow in such proportions? No answer still.\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/him.html\">HIM<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"What has changed in fifty years? Very little indeed.\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/high-solitude.html\">High Solitude<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"Fifteen wonderful years of telling my adventures and the secrets from here and back ...\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/primary-truths.html\">Self Portrait<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a title=\"In no way do I want to think of myself as something I am not. This is permanent.\" href=\"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/public-confession.html\">Public Confession<\/a><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<!-- AddThis Advanced Settings generic via filter on the_content --><!-- AddThis Share Buttons generic via filter on the_content -->","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The layers of the underworld are the first cause of this unfathomable and tenacious sadness<!-- AddThis Advanced Settings generic via filter on get_the_excerpt --><!-- AddThis Share Buttons generic via filter on get_the_excerpt --><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":52047,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[2888],"tags":[955,820,3355,2974],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/52052"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=52052"}],"version-history":[{"count":33,"href":"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/52052\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":52055,"href":"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/52052\/revisions\/52055"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/52047"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=52052"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=52052"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eden-saga.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=52052"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}