Passionate reader, AG wanted to see me. I was going to say yes, but to my surprise I replied: It’s too early. You are still missing something. I don’t know what prompted me to refuse, but it was decisive. Shortly after, I receive the following email. (xs)
After your previous email, I continued my in-depth readings, determined to bring about this “something” that you were talking about and that I felt. Incredible synchronicities followed on your site, like a treasure hunt, one thing led to another, more than once I almost wrote to you but I told myself that it was not yet sufficient.
Another sign seemed favorable to me, a bird landed on the end of my roof, within sight of my bed where I was located. He stared straight in my direction several times, which struck me as odd. I stared at it for a long time, I closed my eyes for a few seconds and when I opened them again it was gone. I was able to take a picture of it before.
I continued my reading work then around 3pm I felt a surge of energy and I decided to take the opportunity to meditate – I have been practicing meditation every day for a little over 5 years.
For information, what follows lasted 1h30 and seemed to me 5 minutes.
At first the meditation was pretty normal, then I felt the Light intensify and brighten my eyes more and more. At that moment, I don’t know why, the idea of the Chakras came to me. For a while, I felt a big lump in my stomach and I said to myself it is probably a blockage, now is the time to unblock it.
So I focused on making this ball of energy go up to the heart chakra and once there, I thought of my arcane The Lover. I thought about the person I was in a relationship with at the time of The Lover and the tornado of positive feelings I was experiencing by his side. Very strong energy spread from the heart throughout the body.
I had nothing at the level of the throat, the energy rose directly to the level of the forehead. At this level, I felt a strong build-up on my forehead. It was very heavy, very heavy, very intense. It went on for a while then I pushed it up to the top of my head and it piled up in circles, flat like a kippah. It was very warm, brightly colored, then visually I rubbed this round of energy in a circular fashion.
I then wanted to pierce this top of the head, to bring out the energy, so I imagined a halo above the head to welcome the energy. It worked, the energy transferred from the top of the skull to the halo, where I could feel it spinning around in the halo, very vividly again and I felt very light.
Then there was like a connection with the sky. From the halo, many others came out and ascended into the sky, continuously and forming like a tube. The RAMA mantra came to me – RA (Heaven) MA (Earth), and applied it in the RA-MA two-step inhale-exhale breath. It was nice but I had the feeling that the mantra had a direction towards the ground, the Earth, and that it was not lifting me.
AMESOUL (Isis, Light, Mother, Earth) – OUR (Ur / Or, Heaven, Creation, Father, Body, Hyperborea) whose fusion makes AMOURLOVE. As if our Soul Light below joined the Sky of Our, to become a third and new entity: AMOURLOVE. Now what is not Three, nor Two, but One: Love, itself.
During the same process, an image appeared to me: a simple ocean and a sky. Then the image turned upside down, with the sky below and the ocean above, as if it had been turned upside down. I thought to myself “uh interesting”. Then it started to spin, spinning faster and faster until it all mixed up and I could only see a black dot in the middle.
And a second image appeared to me, an equal cross, a “+” where I saw the “I” Sky and the “-” the Earth, and in the middle, at the crossroads, a luminous point, ” Me “- Love. Without a past, without a future, only here and now, between Heaven and Earth.
I was overwhelmed by this Love and saw it fill an entire room. Not the love that I knew before, the word, but as a new energy, a fusion of Soul and OUR. Of the Two I made One. It’s an incredible feeling, both Fullness and Total Emptiness. Beginning and End, and vice versa. A perfect fine point. And a lightness.
There you have it, that makes a lot of details, excuse me, but you were right, I can only talk to you about it! And to my readers, thank you for your permission I wrote everything down immediately, I kindly digest all that yesterday and write to you today. And I tell myself that since you do an immense job to awaken, it may interest you to have a feedback when it happens and how.
Another strange feeling, I don’t feel awake. I now feel like it’s a vague word, I just feel different, like on a 3D plane, in relief. I have just spent more than 5 years in this quest for awakening which has brought me through 10 countries and since yesterday afternoon 4:30 pm and until this moment, dead calm. I no longer seek this “awakening” but I do not consider myself awake either, perhaps this is precisely awakening? Just “Being” and where we no longer ask all these questions?
I think I was looking for a word, for matter, when in reality it is a state. A very subtle state, which is more apt to describe what is going on in me. Besides, I’m not trying to put a word on it or understand it either, I just am.
In any case, as you know so well, it is an incredible state and I could never thank you enough Xavier, even from the bottom of my heart. I renew it to you, you have my eternal gratitude.
Now it remains for me not to become a silly Buddha as you so often say. I think I need your help in figuring out how to put this new energy to good use. If you can help me with that, that would be great! If you can’t, I would understand, you have already given me so much …
I allow myself to borrow you and engrave in me your expression “believe without believing in it“, so as not to go crazy. After such a message and its rereading, there would be something. “May Love always accompany you and may you always be surrounded by Love.“
Thank you from the heart,
AG
Of course I will help you my friend. Through my site, I have become your benefactor, I owe you help and assistance on the path that awaits you. Everything I know will be yours, try to make good use of it. You are the best gift that this site has given me, which nevertheless gave me so much. (xs)
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