Always Be You


And you who read me, you who follow me, here is my opinion: be you, first and always you. Whoever you are, you owe it to yourself first. Be proud of who you are. Do not imitate anyone except your double who watches over you. Be day and night listening to him, and if you do not hear him, listen again. Always listen to your body too: it knows who you are better than your head.

Do not listen to anyone’s advice, except that of the passing wind telling you the history of the world. (Claude Debussy)

Do not listen to anyone, not even me. Yes, I am like the passing wind. Like him, I tell the story of the world. Yet do not listen to me. Do not believe me. Even if I do you good sometimes, if I help you see who you are, I’m not you, I have not received the same talents as you, nor the same handicaps. Each one his choice. Each carries his cross. Each his own king. To be you is your right, your refuge and your law. What would you be without you? Surely not me …

The temptation to follow a model is a trap where you may fall. No model has been cast in your mold. You would only follow a wrong road. It is useless to walk on the path of another, it will lead you nowhere. If you feel lost, if you have no more light in front of you who guides you, do not despair. The day will come. He always comes.

Nobody will tell you anything that matters if you do not already know what he is going to say. At the edge of your consciousness, in this fuzzy area close to oblivion, are all the secrets, the key to all the enigmas, all the knowledge that we thought was lost. If you wake up, he is not. As I read, you slowly get into the habit of exploring these confines of consciousness, interacting with unknown forces that express themselves in you, living close to the non-ordinary reality so dear to Nagual Juan Matus as to me. I put up my tent and spend my nights there.

Gradually, you are not of this world, while still being in the world. In a good way, as we fall asleep, you stand out from human things to turn towards the reign of light. They say you shine at night. Some even say they saw you fly.y en a même qui disent qu’ils t’ont vu voler (source)

In thirty thousand years and potatoes we will all be in paradise. The galactic zenith will make the night sky a carpet of sparkling diamonds. Their light will make street lighting useless. Will there still be cities? With the increase in land temperatures, heating will be useless even at the poles. Snow and ice will belong to the past.

I had a dream. A vision of the future has come to me. I saw tunnels under the poles. Snow and ice will be underground, we will go to winter sports under the ground. On the surface, the sunshine will not stop growing, and the heat with. The human will develop specific protections, reinforcement of melanin, strengthening lacrimal varnish on the eye, I saw mutants develop a third translucent eyelid to support the sun’s shine. I saw the advent of a single human race, thanks to the miscegenation that has already begun. Yes, there will be only one race with three variants, walleye, brown and black. Our descendants will have the skull protected by thick hair, wavy or frizzy hair, often of the color of their skin.

You are the 1 in 10,000, according to Mevlana. What you experience, like so many other warriors of knowledge, tomorrow you will live it in full control. And you will be able to guide the many new ones, who will be multitude.

Take a hundred men, you will find a man of faith. Take one hundred men of faith, you will find a man of knowledge. (Rumi)


There are 700,000 awake on this planet, at least this was the case at the time of Mevlana (1207-1273), founder of modern Sufism in Konya, Turkey. His name is Jal Aladdin Rumi. Mevlana is an honorific title that means “our master“. He left us writings that are food for the soul. Great initiate, great awake, ascended master, the path he showed us leads well to the Way.

The Way, one day or another, you will have to follow it. It will pull you to the light. On the Way one does not know the shadow anymore. The seeker of light who achieves it already lives what his fellow human beings will experience in 30,000 years. Since Mevlana, the global awakening has progressed. I estimate the current number of awakened to less than 0.5 per 1000, or about 2 to 3 million. For 7 billion people on Earth, it’s not enough. And that’s a lot. But the initiates are much less numerous.

Awakening is a grace that falls on you. A free gift, without compensation. Lightning, for example. You receive a discharge of several thousand volts, it does not kill you, it makes you stronger. You are awake. Hello pussy! You have no inner life, you have done nothing in the sacred domain, nor yoga, nor meditation, nor any spiritual exercise, you have not lived like a saint, you have many wrongs and faults, but here you are, express Buddha. With the gifts that go with it: you can speak in tongues, you read in thoughts, you have flashes where you see the future as the past.

Awakening does not reward the merits, as some people want to believe. Karma does not exist. It was invented for political reasons, in order to prevent the unfortunates and without rank multitude from becoming revolutionary. The invention of karma protects the rich and the powerful. Engrams do exist, yes, but they can be healed. I’ve been a light ferryman for fifteen years, I know what I’m talking about.

In a deep trance, the candidate for the Little Mysteries revisits, reviews and revives all the physical and moral wounds he has received in this life, and if so in others. In this case we can talk about karmic cleansing. But nothing is engraved in marble. The system of rigid castes as practiced in India is one of the worst crap that is, since any pseudo karma can be cleaned within 5 days. This is what an arcana XIII lasts. Please avoid to ask me, I do not practice anymore. I have no reliable contact to give you.

But you do not need me or anyone to do that. You only need yourself. Be always yourself. Be the king at home. Not because I tell you, but because it’s your choice.


Only the small secrets need to be protected. The great are kept secret by public incredulity.
Marshall McLuhan